Pain

december full  of the pain
don't you remember about that ?
i do everything with you
There is selfish, foolish, ego, and pride.
i still remember how i'm going from you
how you let me go
two years doesn't mean will losing my feel for you
many fights doesn't i will hate you
two years....... begin again ?
can you ? can i ? dream!
we're just two teenage, hope can together, and then..... be hopeless
we're just a ex-boy or girl-friend, we're just on the  way to be adult.
hmm... take a date?
i can't remeber how many times we're take a date. that's so many times.
i don't mind, why time let us to go to many places, you and i.
make many memories to remember.
pain of memories
love, life, lose, feel, breathe, miss, go, back, hurt, pain, tears, dissappoint, fight, fake, pride, ego, need, selfish, foolish, apologize, power, pure, plan, place....
i can't think again
let you go. do you thin i must let you go now ? i know i can't do that.
because i'm always try everytime, everyday, everymoment, always fail...
may, only me that stupid girl in the world.
hope to the hopeless
paint to the pain
december get ready to come...back. do you think that?
do you think me ? shit!
this is already too long and it was too painful .
i know, i've said this many times. after december. i swear i will very very very try to forget you.
the pain of december.